Monday, September 5, 2016

I'm Being Dragged, Again

It’s been a while; I haven’t been too immersed into drama lately. I just watched, find something interesting; some quotes or something about life, in the drama to write about. Sometimes I just found the story interesting and fun. But that’s all. The last few dramas I’ve finished was Doctors, Beautiful Gong Shim, Entertainer, Page Turner, Descendants of the Sun, and Oh My Venus (all in 2016). But none of them leave such an impact. The dramas that hit me so much was I Hear Your Voice, School 2013, Dream High, Secret Garden, Reply 1997, Healer and Kill Me Heal Me. This time, I got hit again, by W.
It’s been a while since I have this feeling, having too much impact in me that I’m unable to be rational with my real life for a few days. As if I’m being dragged into the drama, but I got dragged too deep, that I got lost. You know, last night, I had a dream. I was in the drama, as one of the character, but I can’t remember what I did or what happened. I just woke up and forgot everything. I wish I had remember it. So I could write it here. So I could still remember it after 10 years.
After the episode today, I got hit so badly. My heart, like it stopped beating for a while. After the scene ended, I found myself start breathing again. It was suffocating. It hurt so much. Guess I got in too deep. I should live now. My life. Real life. But losing it for some time wasn’t so bad. I want that too; enter the other world. I might not be able to sleep tonight.

“It’s a manhwa – whether he lives or dies, he’s just the main character of a manhwa” -Oh Yeon Joo

I shouldn’t get myself too much on it. They’re just characters. Created by human. Meant to be with happy ending.