Wednesday, May 25, 2016

Page Turner

A page turner is someone who stands up on the same stage as the pianist to turn the pages of the sheet music in time for the pianist to smoothly transition from page to page in the performance. Essentially, a page turner can both save and ruin a performance.
Just like a page turner in the piano performance, someone, or something, could be the page turner in our life. We just need the right time, the right place, and the right person, to help turning the page of our life. As for myself, right now, I’m still confused. Am I doing the right thing? Am I happy with what I’m doing? To be honest, what I love the most is writing. The sound of the keyboard clicking everytime I write, is very soothing, as fast as my heart beat.

"It was like a rainbow that sounded beautiful, it was unbelievably beautiful that it suddenly turns human into angel, and it made the world look like paradise. It was that kind of rainbow" – Jeong Chansik

Exactly. That was just the exact feeling. But I’m still not confident about myself. I’m not a genius. No matter how much I love writing, I just couldn’t write. Nothing came out of this head of mine. So I just scribble it here, at least I would smile by myself, just because, I love writing that much.

Find what makes your heart pound with passion and once you find it, take full ownership and run with it. This was like, the most perfect drama, for teenagers like us, to learn just a bit more about life, and about ourselves.


Tuesday, May 10, 2016

I Don't Know Anyone but You

Watching WGM has been my weekly routine for the past months. Every Monday, I would search for the newest episode of Sungjae and Joy. And if I have test the next day or busy the whole week, I would spare a day where I don’t have much work just to watch them. I don’t know why but I really enjoy watching them. Being playful and childish with each other, everything about them, I will definitely miss. It’s already ending, this is the last episode, I never thought I would actually cry just watching them. Joy cried very hard; it gets me very emotional as well. Ah how I wish they would actually date outside. Joy is about the same age as me, so what we’re thinking are almost the same. She really likes Sungjae, she must be thinking why can’t she just date the boy she likes? Why is it hard? Why it has to be like this? Why can’t we be the same anymore? But then, it was just a show, no matter how sincere they are, it’s just their work. At the end, everyone will be back to their own life, and everything will just become a mere memory.

My ideal type is definitely Yook Sungjae. Someone who’s playful, and doesn’t express himself much. He will always be sincere and caring. Someone who treats me like a child.