Saturday, September 28, 2013

With a smile.

Hey. I’m in the middle of my final exam but somehow, I want to write this. I know it’s quite late to bring this up again but I think it’s better to write this now than when things were chaos yesterday. I was not in a very stable mood at that time. So yeah, about the Kim Doyeon and Kim Myungsoo dating case. So here is my point of view;
At first I thought it was just a normal rumour and I don’t even believe it but there was so many evidences; 14 fansites are on rest mode, Woollim’s representative confirmed that Myungsoo and Doyeon know each other, Myungsoo replied Doyeon’s tweet indirectly and Woollim’s representative confirmed the picture of Myungsoo and Doyeon shopping together is true. Now I have the feeling that they might be really dating. The reactions of the fansites’ unnies are not normal.
If it was true, then I am happy for him but I’m a bit disappointed. Not because Myungsoo kept this as a secret, he couldn’t reveal it as he’s an idol. Not because Doyeon is not a good girl, thou she seems to be not a good girl (?) but because of the indirect tweet. If you wish to keep it a secret, then don’t reveal a thing. The tweets seem to be for Inspirit, it could still be for Inspirit even the chances are low but if it was for Doyeon, then I’m disappointed. But I will always support him no matter what. Because I’m an Inspirit.
But then I remembered something that made me realise, Myungsoo is a loyal boyfriend (if they’re really dating) he would even lie to Infinite members to take care of his girlfriend if she’s sick. And he is obsessive. Once he really likes someone, he would do anything for her. Doyeon seems like an attention seeker so maybe that’s why Myungsoo tweeted to her. Doyeon also tweeted a lot about Myungsoo. But still, she doesn’t leave a good impression. How can she be an idol’s girlfriend when she can’t understand his job? She’s jealous just because Myungsoo took a picture with a co-actress, Han Boreum. I don’t even know whether I don’t believe this rumour of I don’t want to believe it.
There’s still a chance for a plot twist thou. I’m still waiting for an official statement.

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Tears won’t come – I thought I’d be okay

Last week, exactly last week, at this very moment, I was very anxious, nervous, I thought my heart would explode, everything happened so fast. At 11 AM, Sunday, 25th August 2013. I wonder who would remember this date, but it was precious to me. It was the day, the day I’ve been counting since the teaser came out, the day that I’ve missed. 
It was the day of the ticket launch for OGS in Malaysia. I’ve called every place selling the tickets but they don’t take order until 4. So, I waited again. Until it was 4, but still, they’re not selling it yet. Until about 4.15, ticketcharge finally did online sales. 
So I clicked it, booked for myself, yeah I got the VIP ticket. Lucky for me, there was a spot for VIP, left side, which hasn’t been sold out yet, all the VVIPs and right VIP has been sold out. I got first row, seat number 8. 
Yeah that was the happiest moment, until one thing that destroyed all my happiness, my credit card. A message was sent to my father and revealed the price, and yeah he was angry so I have to cancel my order. 
I was crying hard, everytime the concert was mentioned, I can’t hold myself, tears kept pouring. I thought I’m okay now but reading the updates about OGS INA, I think I might cry. It hurts so badly. 
But I know, there’s always a reason for everything that happened.